She whispered to me ' They're Angels'

Bill Viola makes beautiful videos

His videos remind me of this (please excuse the music)

Thirteenth-leading cause of death worldwide

And so, having (at 6:30 am) this morning finished the book I've been slowly reading, over this last month..

I thought it would be nice to review it with you all!

At the beginning of July this year (as her last few days were slipping away), I picked up 'Madame Bovary' by Gustav Flaubert at the cancer hospice my Grandmother was dying in.

(Before I go making the devil out of myself, I managed to leave my own book that I was reading at the time, there. So we can say karma has allowed a fair swap!)

 I started Madame Bovary with her, reading it aloud as wasn't sure what to say. At the time she was 'semi-vegetative' and I wondered to my-self, 'what can I say to this woman who cant answer me if I talk to her. Who, I'm sure can't understand what I'm saying anyway!' It was a very odd experience. 

Back to the book

If you give a shit about what happens in the book, it is summarised here.

Long story short, Madame Bovary ends up dead.

She kills herself.

I thought it drew a strange parallel - for me anyway.

So

Here I am thinking about death, in a kind of death and taxes way. Perhaps more than some, less than others, whatever.

I was having a bit of a hard time grasping the death of my grandmother, as she is the first person i've known who has died. Im not religious. I'm not sure if she was particularly.

I know that she saw the priest a lot before she died and expressed regret that she was not going to be living anymore.

My grandmother was old and didn't have a choice about the terminal cancer that killed her.

Young Ms Bovary killed herself.

OK Ms Bovary is fictional, but the concept is'nt.

What has happened to her soul? What is death?How do people die?

Why do people choose death?

Questions Questions

Answers?

This guy (Mr Shelly Keagan) is a lecturer from Yale, and has given me a bit of existential Hypothesising to help in the possible answering of some of these questions. 

Watch it on Academic Earth

Interested in death, definitely worth looking at the whole course lectures!

There is also economics courses amongst otherthings. YA

What did i learn?

That life is a lot more complicated that just being alive. 

And death is unfathomable.

Thats all 

I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders. -- Jewish Proverb

Biggup to kwabena Adjepong.

Beautiful soul. Peace and Love

The Trouble With Abyssinian Gold

One generation passeth away, and another generation cometh: but the earth abideth for ever.

Safe.


Its been a fairly mad week here in old Pecks.Mad times rioting. Houses on fire and kids acting BADMAN!
Fucking Shocking. I love Peckham, really I do. But Tuesday day was the most fucked up I've ever felt walking up the hight street. Usually a certain amount of paranoia accompanies one when down in Pecks, this was different. The Police were Everywhere, all shops shut by 3. Even the butchers! Wow, this is special.

Having myself lived in and around Peckham for the entirety of my earthly time. I know as well as any Peckhamite what it is to live on benefits, surrounded by council estates and in the midst of unemployment, low education levels and what seems to be a vacuum of love. There is a lack of love in all levels of British society. Here is a prime example;

The Prime Minister made an impassioned attack on the feckless parents, failed education policies of the past and welfare handouts which led to the ‘sick and irresponsible’ behaviour of young thugs.
‘There are pockets of our society that are not only broken, but frankly sick,’ he said.

- Daily Mail


Now, to be fair it isn't terrible to say that within our society (within us all ) there is something sick, something that potentially could drive us all in to a similar frenzy of opportunistic looting and thoughtless violence (given the right scenario). For sure there are videos all over of what appears to be whole families walking out of broken into shops, arms full of stolen goods.


But that is not what he meant right.


He meant that those people in Hackney,Lewisham, Tottenham, Eltham, Manchester, Liverpool, Bristol etc. who were involved  in the looting were the 'sick' part of our society!  

How is it that our own leaders can say that! Instead of condemning this part of society, we should be reassessing our actions. The last couple days have held a mirror to each of us. There  are obviously problems in these areas that need to be seriously looked at. As this young black boy in Clapham Junction, South London said when talking to mayor Boris Johnson.

I personally have no qualms about politically motivated rioting or the looting  of corporations, but these people are doing it for temporary gain, there is no articulate reasoning, they can't even see that once the dust settles the police will (murk) get them. And for all the fun of rioting an getting a 50" flat screen, its not worth the police record. Or even worse jail time. Its just not worth it




If we have any hope, it will of course be within the young. we need more educated, self confident youngsters like the guy in the video above. We all need to take responsibility. Compassion and education. This is how we stop this sort of thing from happening again!

Free from all controversial pettifogging

Just a little nonsense to start you off this fine morning

A civilizing agency of conspicuous value

Did I tell you guys about Mr Anton Henning ?!

No .. I didnt ... how Very terrible of me 

This is Mr Henning

 

Very nice man 

with a very healthy interest in 

Naked chicks 

And psychedelia

In fact he is able to marry the two quite perfectly 

we do like it when things like this work out well !

There is a city called Rome on every continent

In response to the brief for the biscuit factory show; I decided to make a piece that was based loosely on an abstracted image of a sugar molecule. I settled on the idea of a sugar molecule after wondering how I could incorporate a facet of the history of the biscuit factory in to my work.  The structural and scientific nature of the drawing reminded me of the structure of the building it’s self. I wanted to play with the idea of structure and felt that it would be interesting to make a connection between the physical structure of the factory and the strong bonds holding the shape of the sugar together. By deconstructing the sugar I was commenting on the different use of biscuit factory, that presently it has been broken up in to different parts for new purposes. My work; I think mirrored the busyness and variety of activities going on in the biscuit factory today and is a portrait of it.

TIME MANAGEMENT

Compositionally speaking the piece was unable to work due to space restrictions and the dimensions of the room, mainly technical stuff to do with it sitting in the space. Initially when I saw it up at the factory I was very unhappy with the way it looked, not having been able to assemble it before then.

I have been working on Perspex since last term and have been experimenting endlessly with different methods of working with oil pain on this surface and other types of translucent and transparent materials. I have been interested in translucency and layering and experimenting with these (and having successful outcomes), but I have not really been concerned with display as much as I think I ought to have. I feel that the final piece that I made for the biscuit factory show was a big step in the right direction for me, Having been the first real show that I have had to install work in I have learned a lot about the importance of composition and the interaction my work has with space. So that is something I have learned.

Writing the unit 7 essay was rather difficult for me, I found it hard to focus on the aim of my essay and got distracted and sent off on tangents by each new text that I read. Although this did mean that I was looking and reading things that I would not normally look at. For example I got the idea for carving in to the Perspex from reading about Polynesian art. Also I have been informing myself about architecture, as in traditional stained glass making the architecture of the building it was installed in was a very important aspect of the work translating to the viewer.

In conclusion; I have a very Gung-ho attitude to making work and try to take inspiration from all avenues of media and for the next year I will continue on my track taking good heed of the things I have learned this year.

Beetles taste like apples, wasps like pine nuts, and worms like fried bacon

SO 

I have been a very very naughty bloggerrr

Not a word in weeks

Not even a picture to state your hunger to know all about how things are getting on!

Right well  NEVER FEAR  update in progress

Here are some pictures of pre biscuit factory piece panic

so we're aiming for sommet like this one 

here we are drawing out the design 

drill drill drill 

carve 

and wills cracked out latex children in the background

first sheet done 

stencil out design in latex 

dry with heater 

leave 

 

  DRY DAMNIT 

 pour on paints 

MORE DRYING 

peel 

  

peel and peel and peel some more 

still not entirely dry ... but we nearly there 

then the next one ..... 

Okok i lied ... there was no panic at all!

 Methodical  drill drill & penguin classic literature on CD :D

Just emine working like a dog for three weeks straight .. yes boi

AND FINNITO  

only an evaluation 

a presentation 

an individual programme of study 

a development file 

annndd

a thesis proposal to go!

2nd year show babay

SO after 2 days of stressing my nut off ....

2 sets of drill bits 

3 drills 

12 fluro lights 

1 broken fluro light 

about 100 metres of fishing wire 

20 hours of being on site 

3 copper pipes at £20 each

4 metres of welded steel chain 

12 S hooks 

15 kilos of perspex sheeting 

£500-ish 

and a nice wall of reinforced concrete 

Api is wonderful

 (even though It looked like we were going to murder each other on the third trip to B&Q)

we're nearly there 

Only 11 more hours to go !!

Chihuly 4 life

www.mfa.org/chihuly-music/

Ineffable Evanescent Fancies

just a little something from 5 years ago 

'In my old branch the communist courgettes were beaten to shit'

So here we are, its Wednesday and I'm to spend over £100 on lights right. Like shineey flat amazing LED light panels like dis

MEGGA DROOL

So on to today’s topic of conversation; (which is going to be based on my lecture yesterday by a Mr JACK DUPLOCK)

CONTEMPORARY SUBLIME

lets start by setting the mood 

music

The sublime (from the Latin sublīmis "sloping up to the lintel, uplifted, high, lofty, elevated, exalted") is the quality of greatness or vast magnitude, whether physical, moral, intellectual, metaphysical, aesthetic, spiritual or artistic.

The term especially refers to a greatness with which nothing else can be compared and which is beyond all possibility of calculation, measurement or imitation.

And of course we all know what contemporary means right!!

Ahah so onwards

To start off with let’s have a looky see what types of sublime experiences you may encounter

Nature

Where you are faced with the edge of a cliff or the sun setting over the ocean

In Technology

Where in the advancements in technology lead us to experience things like dis

and create things like this 

In the un-representable

I.E. things that cannot be explained through a language known to us

(I don’t have an image for that one for obvious reasons)

*feeling of something great*

Transcendence

You get the idea

Terror

Where you are bought to the crescendo of the unnameable fears in our consciousness

In the altered state

(Not gonna lie; I’m talking about drugs)

Or if you’re Hindu we’re talking about enlightenment.

Where you see the world differently and it is like a new birth

 

IN PERSPECTIVE

Nazis created images of human sublime where people were amassed at rallies to enhance feeling of being the greatest and part of a thing bigger than themselves

Nuremberg

Similar to this:

North Korea now

  Fascism and Extreme leftism 

-similar in the end?

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In the west the sublime is used to sell perfume and aftershave

LYNX

TOM FORD

NOT sublime but she is damn sexy 

Guy who directed A single man

Which to be fair is just a long perfume advert 


(fail)

And so the language of the sublime is commodified

Just like everything else in the world right

 I digress

In religion

 the sublime may mean reaching 

GOD

Or

Finding your true self

In paintings that address the sublime

This usually happens

Emptiness

The sublime recognises thought and turmoil about the edge

And what is on the other side

(something I dug up about loonies who have 'spiritually awakened')

This is at complete odds with Beauty

Which is about pleasure and contentment

okay we can all say this is a beautiful painting 




can you ever truly combine to two 




to make a painting that addresses the transcendent reaching for the edge whilst portraying the balance and harmony in aesthetic beauty 




should I go off and investigate Beauty?


I think I should 
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